So long self

Reevaluation is complete. I'm not the person I hoped to be as a child, I'm not the person I hoped to be when I dreamed of right vs. wrong. I used to read about George Washington and his 110 rules of Civility and want to be just like him. It's not always the big things that define us, it's the small ones too. If by my words or deeds I cause anyone to go astray then I'm at fault, isn't that the way it works?

How do you change over night though? Jesus, help me change, slow as it may be...I'm tired of not feeling like the man I could be.